接受事实

如题所写，接受事实吧！
才短短的两天，
一切都来得太快了吧！？
昨天才肯定SPM成绩即将在3月11日公布，
今天却知道NS第二批名单也出炉了~
然后咧。。就sms去check咯！就中了啦！
''KUMPULAN 2.
KEM JIWA MURNI,
GUNUNG SEMANGGOL, PERAK.''
3月28日要去stadium报道哦！
都不懂什么偏僻的鬼地方来的。。
不是我不想去NS，而是来得不是时候啊~
虽然我知道在营里有多好玩，
但是无论我怎么想。。
还是觉得如果不必进营还是最好的~
接下来这段用英文，
没有心情打华语了啦！
心情根本无法平服下来。。

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oh my god!
kena NS 2nd batch..
after a few weeks take the spm result,
sure wan get prepare to the camp liao..
btw tis few weeks,
i think tat i not enough time to decide my future n education..
if i decide everything bout study after come out from the camp,
sure too late la!
so~
why?anyone can tell me why?
wyh is me?
why is the 2nd batch?
nobody can answer me tis foolish question~

dunno y i juz think tat so many negative things bout NS~
LIFE WITHOUT ON9
LIFE WITHOUT BLOGGING
LIFE WITHOUT MY WORK
n the most important one,
i got a coming trip on may le~
i no need spend any money in the trip,
n got chance go star cruise for more experience..
now everthing is gone~
all my plan is cancel juz becoz NS!

furthermore, in the camp for 3 months juz few hundreds only,
less than my salary so muccch!
i need money n work experience in ING!
n how bout my study?
no time to think carefully oso~
haiz..n no more time gathering with my own frenz here~

at last..
juz tell myself:
KIM~ JUZ ACCEPT THE TRUTH!